Cause your stories are linked to the sharp increases in suicide rates throughout the world. Even now there are people in India screaming in unison as they grab a metal ladder and go climb a telephone pole, grounding their feet with a metal cable, and throwing a metal hook attached to a metal wire fashioned into a noose, trying desperately to attach it to one of the wires hanging outside their domicile to end the compounding misery you have caused.
How do you live with yourself?