Hello guys, hope you missed me!
So, it’s time to take stock and rethink my being in Empyrion and on HWS. It was plain fun and it was a path of destruction. Where did it lead? I’m multi banned on HWS and a lot of my rivals don’t like me. You may wonder, but some allies don’t like me too) But whatever, it’s another story.
I don’t expect people will trust me, but it seems I am no longer in a situation to lie or say some sort of BS. Cause I don’t need it. Yes, I must admit I used some exploits and broke number of rules of the HWS server. Not as much as some people wanna think, but what has been done cannot be undone. And yes, I must admit, after receiving the punishment, I repeated these mistakes. At that time I didn’t care too much about where all this could lead to. It was just plain fun for me and I didn’t care much.
But one day I realized that the path of destruction for me is over, dried up. I’m not the man who uses one path twice. A very simple idea stuck in my head – I just can play clean and fair, don’t use exploits and get same fun time. Since then I’ve reported to Rexxxus and Taelyn all stuff I know about it, made videos for them. Don’t remember the exact date, but during A12 I was playing clean for sure and some of A11 too. I can say it was the beginning of my formation on the right path. But it was kinda tricky for me. I still perceived Rex as my “enemy”, who only wants to ban me by any means. But not long ago we had a conversation with him about terms of my possible unban. I was a bit surprised with “warm” (like i felt it) and detailed answer from him. I felt that Rex has changed a bit, maybe it was just a trigger in my mind. But whatever, this conversation inspired me to rethink situation again, look at the situation through the eyes of an HWS admin and creator. I remembered all my dirty stuff and realized that all this just prevented the server from growing and developing, people was losing time, etc. So now I feel sorry for my past actions. Exploiting, rule breaking, infiltrating, BPs stealing and spreading - it was all wrong and unnecessary. And I feel I should apologize to anyone I have inconvenienced with it.
Since I’m out of my path of destruction in Empyrion, it makes no sense for me to repeat such actions. So I hope I’m ready to rejoin HWS legally with my main account without mistakes of the past. Hope Rex thinks the same)
I got some thoughts and plans how should I play if will be unbanned. First of all I’ll try to make my gameplay as public as possible. I expect heavy pressure and tons of provocations, so I’ll turn on OBS video record every time I go PvP (to prevent stuff like “Ice killed me – ban him”). I want to start some kind of personal blog on HWS forum with screens, videos and stories about my current gameplay. Also I got some topics in my head for PvP articles with analytics, should be interesting. Of course I will report any bugs/errors I can find. Non crucial reports will go to HWS forum, crucial – to Rex personally. Also I plan to send Rexxxus some of my actual BPs (CV especially) to approve them and to prevent reports like “Ice is using super cheat vessel – ban him”. One more important thing, if I come up with fresh idea of building a structure or, maybe, use new assault tactics, I’ll ask Rex about it first to prevent you know what)
Also I wanna say Empyrion and HWS might be not perfect, but anyway it’s still the best place for me to play that sort of games with my friends. That’s why I always came back) I believe I can make it a bit better with my bug reports and fair play in the future.
So, I think that’s it, hope it all works. Thanks for understanding.